today was a terrible day. mr tan stomped into the classroom that we were hiding in today. haisss.. he chastised us for not appreciating his efforts at putting together election day. haiss.. it made all of us really guilty, well maybe not all of us, but yudian and i, to say the least. i know it's not exactly right to feel guilty only after he rebuked us, but his admonishment really gave me the feeling that we've let him down, a lot.haissssss... but above all, what troubles me most is the possibility of the whole matter getting to SP. if that really happens, HOW AM I GOING TO HANDLE GP LESSONS IN THE FUTURE??? arghhhhhhh... i really don't know what to do... i guess i can only pray that everything can stay in control.

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